Gymboree monkey...

 

I love this outfit.I just got a 30% cof coupon WOOHOO:) I have some items I am eyeing up.lol..shopping,my favorite thing to do..well,ONE of the many favorite things i like to do ;) & i have a little list of things I want!!
Lauren looks sO cute In her gymboree.She has so much of Briannas leftover & baby ava will be getting Briannas gymboreeThere ya goit makes a circle.
I'm going to see if they have it for Ava,i wonder if Stephanie would like it???They may have it in her size???Something to think about,Since Ava is in Florida.NO winter temps lol!

cOMfort Walk

 

We decided to go for a walk.We do this almost every single day!!Its so fun,even f it looks boring.We talk,and its amazing what these girls come UP with!Always a pleasure...one of the FUNNEST parts of being a mommmy.:)
Now soon Ill have a granddaughter to walk around with too...sadly she'll be n Florida.I hope she'll come to Jersey with her MOmmy N DAddy!

Love talkin on the PHONE!

 
LAUREN...SUCH a PRINCESS!!
Kid u NOT!
We go to WAWA...we do our Walks.That stroller is kicked to the Neighbors,we have 2 more.Nobody needs it,so WHY hold on to it??
She DISLIKES...LOL
PRINCESS?? OR THE PEA...she KNOWS this stroller was NOT bought for ME :)
haha!
LOVe To ALl!

CUTENESS

 

THIS is the PIC!

 

OOPS here it is..SEE the picture!
Thats for "MA N PAPI" to come home!
I DO miss Papi,and his smile.
I wish he knew just how much I DO love him.
If he would just notice me,my qualities..
he jokes with me.I am not a joke.I know he
Loves me,well,you love a bottle of wine too!
Maybe I'm being PMS.
I dislike how everybody beieves Everything they
hear.
When I heard the question,of how my daughter
can not go to spain becuse My nephew is an 'ANIMAL'..
man,thats the last straw for me,My heart.

Than I heard more,N i am just shutting up.
I refuse to speak.
I am in pain.
I thankfully know how to ease it up.
Numb it up.
Seems to be my speciality
An escape reality!

WelL drift Drift Drift...
This is the pic!

pic of Bri...Made a pic for MA

 


MA..this is for YOU!

Brianna MISSES YOU!!
COME HOME!:::hint:::

I know you are having loads n loads of fun.

I cannot imagine whats more fun than your grandkids...but eh,thats me!I know its not mas" fault.My dad does NOT want to come home!
I came with the Idea,for my brother to ask my dad.:Shrugs:: I am not dumb,I know *and am SOOO over it* that he will listen to my brother(hopefully)....Heck I didn't even try,but i won't even bother.I'm aware of favortism,even though I got a speech years ago.
I was told allready by a source,exactly how people feel about me.No big surprise.lol.See,I'm a big girl.I am just putting
one foot in front of the other.What gets to me,is this godforsaken nonsense.lol.

PEOPLE..I want Honesty

I want LOVE..Just pure LOVE.I dish it out,but can't get it back.FINE,but doesn't mean i don't want it...

I want to hear.I wonder if I was meant to be born at all.Maybe,just maybe,there is a deep dark secret,

Cause if thats soooo than thats why I'm the way i am.No doubt about it.The silence is not golden.Not all the time.
:(
I am going to be 100% deaf.Somedady.Mom says she'll pay for the transplant.BUT my DAD hates my family,I wonder if he hates my husband sooo bad.I heard so many things that my brothers wife said.SOOO SOOO SOOO MANY THINGS.I refuse to confront.
For what?
Lies.
I did not say that.
Pshhh I know better.Its sad really.
:(
I'm sad.
I really am.I was happy,but see,this stuff just makes me a very very sad person.GOSH!

The Sweetest Love,A fathers Love.

 


I Look at this picture,and Just am in Awe.I see a father who truley adores his daughter beyond a shadow of doubt.

On one side,I am so pleased,that I have a wonderful loving Father for my children.Yes,he adores them ALL.I do miss

that love,that look,I don't recall it in my life.Not to that intensity.Maybe he is just a one of a kind DAD.Whatever....

My children are indeed Blessed,Lucky and they better know that.He is NOT perfect,but a loving Father,that he IS.

He would do ANYTHING,for his children.

I love you Billy.

I love everything about you!Your love,Your heart,truley is a God Given Gift.You use it towards those,that you know,

are loyal to you back.You amaze me.Truley.....

Daddy & his Little GIrl,when Bigger...

 

DADDY N ASHLEY....How SWEET is That!
Nothing Sweeter In my Opinion,No matter how hard I look in my heart,than a DADDY & his LITTLE GIRL!
Even when they get Older,and Wiser,the love between them is Absolute!
GOD is SOO good.He knew what he was creating!LOVE..Innocent,beautiful LOVE!

NO big editing but CUTE picture!

 


Mommy decided to share this picture.Its not an edited picture.I added words.I am really wanting to use photoshop.I should find an online site that teaches you to use it.I know of a few,they teach you tricks of the trade that nobody wants to teach you.

Why do pepole not want to teach you??

Think we're gonna run off and make your money?LOL I am in NJ and far away from people who would feel threatened....and no,i never asked.:)
Just I heard that,and it was just like wow...people are like that?

I just love photography,but more of a PERSONAL use.I am wayyy behind thousand upon millions of people,to even consider anything!Just rediculouse!
I love pictures,Of my kids,of whatever I like to take a picture of.
I do not buy extra special SLR cameras,nothing to blow anybody away.lol..my camera is NICE N I love it!Seeing the pictures it takes!YAY FOR SAMSUNG point N Shoot Cameras.Its a Samsung SL202 :) LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!I highly recommend it..totally off topic:)

BabyGIrl,Off to school

 

Baby Girl,Brianna Grace going to school!
Mama does love snappin pics.
Mama may not be the greatest at pictures,but she surely snaps with Love!
I love you Baby Girl,I hope she is safe,and learns so much in school!!
STay out of trouble....
how can I live without any fear,as I did in the past,when kids went to school?
Any answers??

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LOL:)love this!

Lauren in a Dreamboat

 

Yes.I am uploading pics(OLD camera....Kodak zd10?something like that).I honestly loved that digi,still do,but the thing that makes it go round to the settings,is broke(the thing that sticks out to turn it,now its a pita to turn lol)...but it works!:) Billy has identical camera..brand new!I say we should sell it lol its 7.1mp.After using a 10.3 mp..its quite a difference!
WELL I have pictures to upload,in the OLD pc,with the FUJI Sd Camera (10mp),but i have it set on 5 mp,ONLY cause of the MEMORY CARD (SIGH).REMIND SELF TO BUY MORE MEMORY CARDS:)
Laters...Its beautiful out,and soon must get Brianna!I also must charge the batteries!
KUDOS..MY baby is getting SO big!:) today we RAN three blocks.It was precious!

OMY BABYYY SO CUTE IN A MUTTAQUIN!

 

I just HAPPEN to ADORE this Diaper!!I AM so LUCKY to have the chance,the last baby to really enjoy using cloth diapers with!
Now she is 2,and is on the potty,however has accidents and I get frustrated and toss a diaper RIGHT back on her.yea,she went in places that made me not happy like the FLOOR.Yikes.
SO I decided 50/50 is NOT enough to say BUH BYE DIAPERS lol.
This is also the last times,I am using the Desktop to transmit photos.Its too much of an older dinosaur(which is NOT a dinosaur lol because it kicks bootie dell deminsions buttttt after a 3gb Toshiba..I'm in LOVE).I'm actually letting Ashley enjoy it for a few.:) HOW can I NOT.LOL.I woke Billy up with it this morning,and let HIM use it.Am I a loving person or what LOL!
I also have another camera.SO NOW Its THREE That I use.THe kodak(not too much),the Fuji(STill love but its BIG) and now a SAMSUNG that is KICK BOOTIE.I am SO SO IN SHOCK how wonderful it works!WHOA!
WELL LATERS..I can't wait to share pics with THAT camera and compare!LOL

MY CUTIE PIE BEAUTIFUL FACE!

 

MOMMYS LIL FACEEEE