pic of Bri...Made a pic for MA

 


MA..this is for YOU!

Brianna MISSES YOU!!
COME HOME!:::hint:::

I know you are having loads n loads of fun.

I cannot imagine whats more fun than your grandkids...but eh,thats me!I know its not mas" fault.My dad does NOT want to come home!
I came with the Idea,for my brother to ask my dad.:Shrugs:: I am not dumb,I know *and am SOOO over it* that he will listen to my brother(hopefully)....Heck I didn't even try,but i won't even bother.I'm aware of favortism,even though I got a speech years ago.
I was told allready by a source,exactly how people feel about me.No big surprise.lol.See,I'm a big girl.I am just putting
one foot in front of the other.What gets to me,is this godforsaken nonsense.lol.

PEOPLE..I want Honesty

I want LOVE..Just pure LOVE.I dish it out,but can't get it back.FINE,but doesn't mean i don't want it...

I want to hear.I wonder if I was meant to be born at all.Maybe,just maybe,there is a deep dark secret,

Cause if thats soooo than thats why I'm the way i am.No doubt about it.The silence is not golden.Not all the time.
:(
I am going to be 100% deaf.Somedady.Mom says she'll pay for the transplant.BUT my DAD hates my family,I wonder if he hates my husband sooo bad.I heard so many things that my brothers wife said.SOOO SOOO SOOO MANY THINGS.I refuse to confront.
For what?
Lies.
I did not say that.
Pshhh I know better.Its sad really.
:(
I'm sad.
I really am.I was happy,but see,this stuff just makes me a very very sad person.GOSH!