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I'm a loving mama from the NJ Shore.One of my many interest include taking pictures of my kids/life.I also video taping and uploading to youtube! I have 3 blogs.My family blog,this one and my reading/Nook blog!!! Check my profile!!

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Love Flower...to me..

 


ahhhh this flower..I just love it.Its my favorite Color.Absolutely Beautiful.I want to BLOW it up.I may just BLOW it up.We have a picture of tulips,and in my opinion they are plain tulips.
I just added saturation,and glow,whalla.This camera stuns me for it being a 150$ camera,its a point and shoot.I did put it in Macro(not super macro),and the picture did indeed come out.
I decided I am going to take more nature pictures.Photography for me,is a FUN hobby.I love beautiful things,whether its materialistic or something that I can create,even if its beautiful JUST for ME.It makes ME happy.
Yea,I need some of that.Now if billy would just PICK me some flowers,Id be a very happy wife.Hmmm mmmmm where has he been?I miss my husband.Very much......This flower just reminded me of LOVE.True LOVE.The LOVE where a man REMEMBERS to just buy or even PICK a flower for his wife/Girlfriend whoever.I remember the days little BOYS used to pick flowers for me lol.What did I do wrong???
I love m husband,but I honestly do not think he feels as strongly as I do.If thats the case,I will not waste my life.It may sound horrible,it May sound mean.I am tired of not being loved the way I should.My parents do not do it.My husband doesn't do it.My friends that I have,do not appreciate me the way I should be.I am not a paranoid duck.I just know it and say it for what it is.
Its pretty crappy huh.What can A person do?Die?I feel ILL..I feel very sick.I know my love for the kids is the love that is the strongest here.Plus the love the kids have for me.This I know even when they drive me crazy.My children love me,and tey love their dad.SO..what does one do in a situation like this???
Ok,flower,pretty flower...i'm done.:)HEHE
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